sunnuntai 26. huhtikuuta 2015

American Dream in New York

So I am sitting here and it is past midnight and I am looking at flights to New York. There something magical about that city and all the signs are pointing to America. I have always enjoyed to open mindeness of americans and perhaps there is something true that it is the land of the free eventhough it is very controversial, but I believe that instead Israel the Holy Land for me is America, anyway that is what I am gonna find out when I travel first to Israel and then U.S.

And to be honest I have set my eyes on the top of the dome and to show people who I am, and to do this America and New York is the best country to go show that I am the most powerful man in the planet. Even though I have nothing to prove I want fulfill the full potential what I have and succeed in everything what I do, wheter it is sports, politics, music, arts, writing, dancing I wanna be the best in everything what I do and that is what I am gonna do when I set my feet on New York.

Here is a little freestyle rap for you friends:

Everyday I am touching the ground cause I know I've found the truth
so I ain't got shoot, not even the police cause they still my homies. 
So ain't gonna say fuck the police but fuck the haters cause they ain't even real players.
 I know I am the truth so you ain't got to boost me, just choose me and I'll fullfill the prophecies and became the king of Jewish Tree
That's right kabbala is the game to play if you wanna find your way through the maze
Smoke  a spliff and look through the haze.
 Peace with you my friends in charge I ain't got no beef with you in my heart, cause only love will bring you peace I hope you stop messing with them dollar bills.

Time

My mind is emptier than a newly born childs so I am not a child of god

I am something beyond, but still I am here looking at my feets hoping that someone would cut them of and give me wings so I could jump from the top of the empire state building and fall through the ground

How can anyone see me when I am in this state of dying and every cell of body is being raped by time

I choose not to believe in that and just observe how the sun turns into darkness and my soul stays the same

Time time time a man's worst enemy they said, but I don't have any enemies because I have stopped fighting a long time ago.


Apple

My newly discovered passion for drinking blood has drowned me in to an endless sea of screaming babies who have lost their mothers even before they were born

I am lost in this sea without my mother and father with one cigarette left just to keep my lonely sailings steady

I set my sails towards nothing and let the cigarette burn a gaping hole in to my throat where a screaming sound of Eve yells to Adam

Just eat the god damned apple it's only an apple and god is stupid anyway!

Jews and Muslims

My second country and the country of my birth place is Israel and as we all know Israel has been in a state of constant stress since the beginning of Israel's independecy and the Jew's have been persecuated since the times of Pharaoh.

Now the current state of Israel is not very good, because the on going fighting with the arabs. This has let my to ponder why are the long lost brothers still fighting. Obviously the religion is a huge thing behind this. The muslims and Iran wan't to basically wipe out the state of Israel and very often when Israel is being attacked they respond with an attack and the fighting is never stopped.

And the reason why the two religions are fighting is the illusion of separation that there is something different between them, that jews are the only chosen people, but this is not true we are all the chosed people of god no matter if we are jewish, muslims, or hindus. We are all one and the only thing separating as from the truth is that religion has created a difference between people, but there is only one god and that one god accepts everyone as the chosen people and loves everyone full heartedly.

When your consciousness is elevated to a state where you are one with God you can see through the illusion and realize that there in no separation between the muslims and jewish, even though some people want to claim constantly that only they are the chosen people. This is obviously complete utter nonsense and people especially jewish people should understand that there is no difference between them and others. And if they don't see this they are living in the illusion of separation and so they are stuck in the cycle of suffering. Now to be perfectly accurate I am not jewish or a muslim, I only believe in undontional love from the heart, because it is the only thing that can be stopped by no one and it is bound to overflow in the hearts of people.

So my solution to the people of Israel is not to live in the state of separation where they think they are different from the muslims and only they are right, because this is the reason what created the difficulties between the muslims and jews. The only real thing is that we are all one and we are all chosen people of god no matter if we call him Allah, Krishna or Jahve. God is one and he is not from any religion he is the source of neverending unditional love and as children of god we are all that. Unditional sources of love. To quote the great John Lennon "All you need is love".

Elephant

 The rampage of my mind is like an elephant walking through times square with the melting clocks of dali, stuck in my throat

Sometimes I wish I would scream more, but I swallow the seeds from my rotten apple and stay in the only place what I can call my home

Surpringisly the constant stream of words are flowing through the never ending source

 Which I can describe to you as place where the soul rests with nothing in it's hands

Only the merging of the mind and heart are present in this state of excstasy

Finally the elephant has made it's way to the horryfying statue of liberty and is now looking across the ocean where the grass is growing greener than ever before

Office

I am shattering the tale of the blue feather into small ashes
and letting my mind escape through the ventilation shaft of the dead office building
where only corpses are walking with blank faces filled with nothing but neverending pain of the constant run after the never ending numbers of the beast

As I walk through the office I can't do nothing but scream in silence and pour the black coffee stolen from africa in to my throat hoping that the coffee guy is not dead from running for the people who are placed higher than the man  who is doing the only job that actually makes any sense in that godforsaken place filled with empty cups where only the leftovers of the white man's greed are left in the bottom of the cup.

Dance of the Fireflies

On the shores of my mind lingering thoughts about constant death are pounding my soul in to an empty vessel.

I am looking as my feets are being torn away with a silver sword dropped down straight from the skies. 

I have lost all my roots and I am just floating without no place to go and nothing to do, completely and utterly lost in the dance of the fireflies.

Who is the one looking from behind the mirror with a face of a black canvas
is the emptiness of my soul beeing ripped away to an empty basket filled with dying maggots screaming in constant suffering from the acidicty of the human mind.

As long as I keep on dancing with the fireflies I will never die and the maggots from my brain cease to exist.